wow dude. O feel ya. I actually finished writing a blog on how I feel like a kid again playing Fortnite. I am 31 years old and father of 2, if I don't make time for games...I feel like something is missing in my life. I hope that doesn't sound weird but I have an attachment to these things, these escapes from reality are so incredible to me and that fact that I can do these things is beyond me. It is so captivating and incredible, really makes me so happy. Granted, life is precious and short, so do what makes you happy...right?