*First Time Twin Flame Encounter!!!*

When I first met my Twin Flame I had no idea what that was or that they even existed. I have always had some connection to the spirit world and others’ emotions. I knew I was different but I didn’t know how different. What I did know for certain was that I felt safe I felt energy, electricity, I felt like I could be myself. I didn’t do my hair or wear makeup around him and normally I would make sure I did that. And he didn’t care. He still wanted to be around me. Within 3 weeks of meeting him I changed. I felt different, I was happy in a constant state of euphoria. Even when I wasn’t with him I felt at ease there weren’t any apprehensions or jealousy or trying to keep him close like I had felt in every other relationship. Shortly after meeting I started to see 11:11 1:11 12:34 which prompted me to delve into numerology. See, for two years prior to our meeting, I had begun to see 11:11 once in a while and attributed it to the presence of my nana that had passed on January 9th 2014 at 11:11am. One afternoon while at work I believe it was a Thursday, I suddenly felt as though everything was alright. I had a weight lifted from me and knew what I had to do and I was going to do it.

After writing that last sentence I had an overwhelming urge to test out a theory…. As I began writing this for the past 2 weeks (just re-read this and I have not been writing this for the past two weeks I’ve been living it.. weird…) I have been trying to find someone who is another life path number 7 besides myself and my TF. And writing about my nana I thought I wonder if she was a 7… I did the math and sure enough she is! I went to find a co-worker of mine to share the news of what I had discovered but she had already left so I went to outside for a smoke break. As I stood there I thought to myself how crazy this was and asked internally if she was one of my spirit guides trying to help me and as I finished my thought I looked at the ground in front of me and right where I looked was a feather. The same colours as the one I had seen 4 days ago. If I would not have begun my spiritual awakening then I would not have been able to see the signs. Now I am questioning everything. But yet at the same time deep down I know there is nothing to question. I am on my path now. And she is here helping me. Although I have never felt like she has left … looked at the clock 12:12. 1212 is a message to stay optimistically focused on your highest possible future, and a reminder that your angels are supporting you in manifesting your goals, dreams, and life purpose.It’s also a signal that you’re on the verge of a positive change, or things in your reality have already shifted in a positive way.

1212 often eludes that you may need to step out of your comfort zone to attain your goals and reach highest possibilities for your life. It is a number of encouragement with your angels saying “go for it!” from behind the scenes.

Coincidence? I think not! I am no longer fearful of my journey or what I am being called to do. I have a long way to go but I’m okay with that because I know I have the guidance and support to help me along my journey. I doubt my TF now though. Perhaps he has just been someone that I was supposed to meet and open me up to my true self my higher being my calling that I cannot be in denial about any longer. Even as I type that, my inner voice says no that’s not all, there’s more just be patient. I am the least patient person in the world always have been. But all of a sudden I don’t feel a rush or need to push anything I can wait as I continue to forge ahead in my own soul searching I feel he must do the same.