Into the Light. {part 2}

Monday is probably a tough day for me. Many heavyweight lessons and teachers often give heavy scores on Monday. when the bell breaks I go straight out of the physics lab and hurry to the classroom.
"Oooiiiiii haruka .." a familiar voice I heard from behind me.
"Eh elu, kenta ... ngapain shouted all, emang lu I think what budeg?" It turns out it is the sound of a clapper. Kenta is the only friend I have. He's the only one who can understand me. He was my friend since childhood and we are also neighbors. That's why I'm so close to Kenta.
"Hehe .. rang you usually do not play budeg kalegak diteriakin first."
"What is emang? I want to bokek kalo lu want to owe money "
"Ah elahh .. who wants to owe money luuu .. eh elu. there is no time to go home from school later? "
"Wkwkwkw lu people usually also owe money to me kok .. There kok about 2 hours before bimbelnya start. So what?
"Look what I look yak beggar? Huuu .. sip dahh. Will you come later? "
"Where did you go? I do not want to ask if I can. "
"Yee .. you think i siss what kemang .. udahlah join ajaa .."
"Wkwkwk yes iyaaa bebeb. Do not forget to pick me up in class "
"Ready ndan wkwkw"

After school the kenta picked me up in my class.
"How are you going to ask me where to go?"
"U ak ak ak ak"
"Ha? Lu say what? "
"Lu tell me I do it. So I use monkey language dong. Wkwkw "
"Ah, elu .. yaudah deh. Elu want to invite me where ken?
"I want to buy a gift for my girlfriend. Help me yak wkwkw "
"Yes I know gini I rejected aja deh earlier"
"Wkwkwk can not .. you've already agreed .."
"Ah shit lu ken ken"

Me and kenta go to the mall to buy a present for a girlfriend who will be tomorrow. Actually I am very lazy to go to the mall because in fact I hate the crowd.

After the kenta finishes choosing the gift he wants to give to his girlfriend he goes straight to the cashier to pay for it.
"I want to pay to the cashier ya. What are you doing here? "
"I'm waiting in the food court aja. Males I went. I'll send you another wwkwkk "
"Wkwk kagak lah. I have money nihh liat nooh see .. wkwk "
"Iye iyee who again have money .."

When I wanted to go to the food court I accidentally collided with a woman.
"Oh, sorry mbak did not see the way" I said stiff and stammered. Yes I know I rarely talk to people other than the family and my family.
"I-yes mas. I'm sorry I went too hurry. So do not focus. "
Somehow, my face flushed from the sight of the woman. I seem to like him. Could it be that love at first sight ?. The first time I like a woman. Although there are usually many women in school who like me but I always ignore it.

The next day when I entered the class the whole class was noisy with the presence of a very beautiful student. I was not interested at all and I sat on my stool. The first bell rang, the guardian of my class went to my class and introduced the transfer student. I was astonished because it was the girl who I hit at the mall yesterday.
"children. We have new students today. He moved from Osaka. Yuria please introduce yourself "pak teacher introduced the class
"Let me introduce you. My name is kato yuria. Usually called yuria. I moved from osaka because of my dad's work. Greetings.."
The whole contents of the class cheered. I admit the juria is very pretty. Even I who ignored can be stunned with him.

Maybe my life has been just like living in shadow and darkness. Nothing can interest me. But I think juria is different. She radiated the warmth of spring from her sweet smile. When she saw me she smiled softly. And that makes me feel awkward. Maybe he's been looking for me. Could it be that light that will light up the darkness and shrink my lonely shadow?

At break time only a few people are in class. Yuria is also included. At that juria came to me.
"Hey, you yesterday at the mall?"
"Ii-yes .."
"Kenalin aku yuria .. who's your name?"
"A-I ha-haruka ..."
"Haruka. Later I'll ask you to go to school. Kenalin the school environment. Hehe'
At that moment my heart was almost dislodged. I did not expect him to take me around the school. Maybe this is my chance to get closer to the juries.

After finishing around school. Me and yuria sit on a park bench under a cherry tree. A gentle breeze blows through the trees. The sun began to spread. I feel very comfortable with yuria. Does he also think like me? Or just me? I do not know, obviously I am very comfortable even just sitting adjacent to the juria. Usually I really do not care about women but I have to care if I'm near yuria. Because she is the light of my spring season. As if

The more my relationship with the yuria is getting closer. I'm so happy because I can get close to him. I've also started to interact regularly with my classmates. Because juria like mebuka seal my barrier to the outside world. Even the kenta was touched because now I dare to interact with my friends. Yuria is like a goddess I think. Is it close enough? I do not know, there is no need to hurry.

Into the light I entered alone. Now there's no need to hurry. Here, out of the shadow slowly follow your steps. Love will illuminate the sense of loneliness. The juristic smile invites me to leave my old darkness and take me to a place of light. Immediately walk and out of the darkness. As if talking "nothing to fear" into my heart. It's ok if you want to see the future, but do not forget if there is still a warm light. Love will always change everything. The power of trust will give it shape.

Dare because something will not start if only silence "I thought from the bottom of my heart. But maybe he will hate me if I express my true feelings. Better like this alone. Being my light alone is enough for me. Let the time convey my feelings to the juries.
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Hopefully he also has the same feelings towards me.