hello steemtopus , I feel sad with your story. But let me tell you this, either you are successful or not, people will always judge you. That is human nature. Learn to comfort yourself, if not you who else will?
Just live your life the way you like.. after all it is your life not theirs. Keep creating content, divert your solitude into writing. There are real people here. You can engage on others post ... it will surely bring you to life again!🙂

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