Part of the Same
Ever made so many mistakes in life that you wish you could change it? Like you can look back and see the fork in the road and wonder why you didn't choose a different path.
Lyrics:
This world... it's kinda funny like habits
You cant break the bastard
Until you admit your an addict
And i'll admit I'm an addict
Like I go to the mattress
Everytime I fein for your humble attraction
And i'm fun to relapse with
Wrapped on you like a very old jacket
Screwing you so good that I'm wearing you flacid
Hoplessly floating on the cloud you "passed" in
RIPing alone cuz i'm afraid of the absence
It's white trash compacted
You don't know for your own good
Like fatal attraction
Pre-natale compassion
Exists only while stagnant
Matter collaborates in the system
The gift of seemingly gifted vision
And for a split instant
You know what is missing
It's the bend in the timeline
That threatends your lifeline
Sometimes it steps on the limelight
But never skips the highlights
You know it's time to divide when
Your life takes the best course that it is provided
No you can't erase
All of my mistakes
I haven't even made
Don't you try to turn your face away
You're apart of my life now
And I'm feelin like you dont want me around
I wouldn't put you down
I wouldn't try to change
I wouldn't want anyone to take
You away from me
We're only one part of the same
We're only one part of the same
We're only one part of the same
I've got problems
And that isnt my problem
Born and raised into garbage
Absent, my father
Never gave a fuck to be bothered
So now my issues are subscriptions
Perscriptions that will falter
My girl is facing the fact
I'll never get my act together
But i'll verbally beat her so hard she backflips
Hold on to that last hit
I wanna see the reaction
Can you even imagine?
How much pain I put her through, it's tragic.
Hold on I can fix this
Let me get the knife from the kitchen
And trace her name in my veins
And pray for her wisdom
It's even psychological
Or medicated addiction
The twisted neural pathways of life's a bitch and
For a split instant
You know what is missing
No you can't erase
All of my mistakes
I haven't even made
Don't you try to turn your face away
You're apart of my life now
And I'm feelin like you dont want me around
I wouldn't put you down
I wouldn't try to change
I wouldn't want anyone to take
You away from me
We're only one part of the same
We're only one part of the same
We're only one part of the same
Lonely,
Two kids and a job
Only one car
Affordable lifestyle
But no one knows Mom
If only I told her
To say home that night
This drunk fuck
Wouldnt have taken her life
If only, I was going
Straight on the turnpike
I would've made it in time
To kiss her goodbye
You told me
Every time
That your wish and desire
Where one day we'd be
Old and retired
So we both could sit and admire
Our life as it passes
With our children beside us
And for a split instant
I know what is missing
But only this time do I
Wish I could find
The end of your line
So I can merge it with mine
No you can't erase
All of my mistakes
I haven't even made
Don't you try to turn your face away
You're apart of my life now
And I'm feelin like you dont want me around
I wouldn't put you down
I wouldn't try to change
I wouldn't want anyone to take
You away from me
We're only one part of the same
We're only one part of the same
We're only one part of the same
Track Produced by Sinima Beats
Desolate Human is an alternative Rap/Hip Hop album focusing on concepts relating to addiction, loss, and life experiences. It's also available on traditional markets:
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