Story Time: My Son

I miss my son very much! I always wanted to have a relationship like a Mother & son relationship with him. When we came in contact recently last year. I was happy that we were talking?! I was sad for him because of how my family treated him bad throughout his life & now he has nothing to do with my family because of that. I was mad at my family & I'm not mad at my son, because I found out through my son of what my family said to him about me which was false baseless accusations against me, I NEVER abuse my son in any way/shape/form. I tried to protect my son?! My son tricked me. He made his choice I wasn't being selfish at all. I will always love my son no matter what. He wasn't ready to have a relationship with me as mother & son. I don't pass judgement on my son for anything he has done or doing in his life?! I pray for him. I'm thankful God has blessed me with my son.