Easy like a Sun..Wednesday morning

Life has been messed lately. I've been busy and unfocused. This morning I had my first change just taking it slow, the first time in weeks. Drink my coffee and hang with my favored hairy beast. I love slow mornings, when there is no hurry to wake up or really hurry to do anything.
These mornings give me power to survive even the shittiest days ahead. There is something priceless when you can enjoy your French roast coffee and just stair out of the window, drown into your own thoughts. Scratch the doggo and just forget yourself in the moment.
I think that those moments are the most important for me, when I lose the sense of time, not necessary because I’m focused but rather when I feel relaxed. That doesn’t happen too often nowadays….
Better later than never, tense have been bugging me lately, so I’m pleased I found peace even if it was just for one morning.

I’ve always hated my photos taken, I hate to take even selfies. I’m trying to get rid of this anxiety also. I’m thinking of starting kind of photo challenge of my own. Just to improve my skills a bit and get more familiar with taking and being in photos. When we visited Helsinki months back I found this “Use this if you want to take great photographs. A photo journal” book by Henry Carroll, and the idea have been smoldering since. Maybe there is something worth to try in there..