This year and summer has been really challenging for so many of us and I see you, brother... I know it has not been easy for you, but to be honest, after being away and seeing what kindof crap others have been going through (be it smaller or bigger stuff) I am still in awe of you Baba. I think you are on the right journey and it will be unclear and confusing at times, but so long as you take moments to ground yourself in what's going on, you'll be able to discover your next move. One step. At. a time.
Big hugs and can't wait to see you Baba.
Om Shanti!