Help

Maybe my soul is too tender. Maybe my heart is too big.

I've always been the type to put people before myself.

Even the ones that do me wrong... I still, genuinely, care for their well being.

Is that a blessing or a curse?

Was I put here to feel the pain of others & reciprocate my delight onto them?

You know, I wouldn't be too against that.

There are many things in this life to feel good over but, in my opinion, there's no better feeling than helping others.

The overwhelming joy that I feel knowing I contributed to somebody's happiness,

helped somebody out of a dark place,

instilled the mindset that there is more to life than the agony they feel... there's just nothing better.

Lately, I have been considering locking myself away from the world for a while though.

How can I help others become the best version of themselves when I'm not even the best version of myself?

I truly believe I was put on this planet to help others & I wouldn't want to be placed here for any other reason.