Does it get any easier?
Pandemic this, lockdown that, restrictions? I just can't anymore!
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Waking up every morning wondering what day it is
finding it difficult to keep track of time
the void feeling that hits differently
the voices getting clearer by the day
endless flow of what if questions constantly seeking answers which never suffice
the frustration
the anger
the pain
the remorse.
When does it get better, when do we finally have our lives back, the one we constantly fantasize about, the life we drift to whenever our eye lids touch?
Why can't I wish it away
why do I feel powerless
why does the thought of the future haunt and taunts every night before my eye lids shut
why do I fear for the unknown
why do I feel the need to ESCAPE!