Letter To My Late Siblings

Some nights like this i just stay and wonder how it is over there, It's been a while you people left us over here but yet it still seems like yesterday. Death they say is cruel but i just keep wondering why it took four of you from the same house. I'm in no position to question God for they made me believe that he is the one that giveth and taketh at will. It was a great privilege to have pass through the same womb that the four of you pass through, I miss the family moments we had, no one has been able to fill the vacuum you left.
Damm, I so miss you people

Late bro Samuel, I did pass the jamb you bought for me years ago at first attempt And went ahead to study petroleum Engineering in the university ...I hope I made you proud. The whole family can't still recover from your death, mum is suffering from high bp because of your demise.. Dad taught me never to cry as a man but even him could not hold back his tears... I remember reading your biography, How I struggled to read the words that I could hardly see because of tears..I've dreamt about you a couple of times And i hope to surpass your achievements someday.
Late sis Victoria , sis mary is now married with 3 kids and you did not even get to see one.. It was may 21st at 1:12pm that you took the last breath in Dad's arms.. I still remember the whole scenario, all the memories are still fresh just like yesterday..
Late sis Martha, the family missed you so much that bro Marvin had to name is first daughter after you..
Late bro Mfon, Your twin thinks about you all the time..
Just to update you guys further, Mum and Dad are now retired, all your siblings now have kids except me that is still figuring my life and a lot has happened in your absence.
You know we could sold all our belongings to have you people back .. i hope all of you are living happily in that other side.. When i really miss you like this, I'll just look at the stars and believe you people are safe in a better place.
I hope you people will get to read this...it's ok to cry, I hope it's ok to cry because I'll lock myself and cry this night, I hope to wake up Tomorrow strong enough to carry on with my life, living everyday as if it's my last and thanking God for every extra second i have left... With tears and love from Unwana Udoh your kid brother here on earth

R. I. P Samuel Udoh
R. I. P Victoria Udoh
R. I. P Martha Udoh
R. I. P Mfon Udoh