Internal War (Original poem)

There are a bunch of things that I don't know,
It is my own internal war.
My frequent act is fight for separated values,
Which makes my life a little bit ambiguous.

I am in constant search for my identity.
It not that easy to express yourself authentically.
I am adjusting every single day,
Sometimes I feel that I'm insane.

I love, adore and help the people,
My heart feels energized and at the same time peaceful.
For me a smile on somebody's face
Is something fabulous that I agree to chase.

From time to time I feel abnormally alone
But I perceive it as a certain milestone.
It means I have to change my state.
Give up sad mood, instead enable great.

This war of various emotions
Is kind of fun but can lead to explosion.
That's why I simply choose to live,
To be myself, right now, and just give.

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Your friend, Dmitriy.