A reason.

dizzyjay (56)in #family • 8 years ago (edited)

Clearly I havent posted much about things lately, i’ll explain why.

Firstly, it not a reflection on steemit or blockchain thats slowed me down here, it’s still a burning passion to see transparency and encryption take over.

Actually whats going on is me and my baby mama are trying to delegate a way in which we can co-parent, due to the fact we are great friends but no longer want to be with each other as partners.

I’m also trying my best to cope with another wave of depression. So as not to make a fool of myself eternally on the internet, i have decided to be extremely conscious of what I say and do right now.

It’s alot to take in, its been a difficult and reflective summer, having friends around like @mollythegreat and all my new friends in the @platforms discord channel here has made the process alot easier and less lonely.
I find myself really enjoying being alive and active and trying to look past my insecurities and find some semblance of equinimity in all of the chaos that comes from being a poverty level family.

Molly pictured above, we went on a hike yesterday and having good friends is essential. Special thanks to her

If I ever do become well-off enough to own my own house or business I know these current experiences will keep me humble and allow me to see beyond the material and remember that all it takes to fail is to stop trying to succeed and coasting through life.

My children deserve balance, they deserve calm and most of all they deserve boundless love and patience. Those are the things i’d like to deliver to them, thats my reason for being.

My question to you today..
Whats your reason?

Bonus candids of each of MY grammas holding their great grand child Darwynn