Story of my life by @didi-dickson

MY SPIRITUAL LIFE
I was a member of the Apostolic church Nigeria from birth. It's actually our family church. I grew up very stable with church activities, I was in the choir of course, but as it stands, I'm a member of All Christian Fellowship Mission church Nigeria.

WHY DID I CHANGE
I got a job that took my time and aside the job there's this youthful habit of being the old you spiritually. I was getting off track, I could do anything when I'm with friends but very remorseful in my inner chambers. I really needed a change, nobody knew how hard I was trying to be that good child... Yeah I needed my freedom but at the same time I just wanted to be good. I hate people who are judgemental and the ones that stigmatize too. Like you don't know what someone is actually dealing with, yet you just stay to judge. I love fashion anything in trend I just wanted it ... So one day I decided I was going to start church again, so I went and one lady harassed me because I didn't cover all my hair but I had a scarf on. She said it and they started laughing.... I left the church and went home and I said to myself they won't see me there anymore. I'm just being there for the first time and you welcomed me with this? I felt like the worst person I went home crying, she didn't know how hard I struggled with myself for a year to get there. I began to live my life again not untill the accident...
After the accident a cousin of mine introduced me to where I worship today and I must confess they've worked really hard on me ... I'm also a member of a prayer group etc...

MORALS

You never get to know what someone is going through until you get to them... I'm a victim of so many, I make mistakes and I can't say it to someone... Most times I get through depression and you'd see me look like an HIV patient. That's why I never joke with anybody's feelings no matter what they do.... If I wear what your church doctrines doesn't permit, I think you should wait after church or approach me during the service politely not making a jest of me. Me who is trying to heal from some stuffs. I've lived a life where my opinion doesn't matter, nobody cares to know the story they just pass the judgement... That's the story of my life ....

Guess you'd love to know about my love life too right? Wait for the next chapter then.

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