Still Missing You
Still Missing You
It's just like you're still there looking on us;
With a fainted smile on happiness.
There's always a night like this,
That my eyes suddenly filled with tears;
Because I'm missing your presence.
I still can recall how you smile at me,
But it's just now I realized;
There's sadness in your smile.
I couldn't help but cry,
For I know I didn't done my best;
To give you what you need.
You're such a very brave,
You don't want us to burden your sentiment;
You always said I'm okey, truth you're in pain.
I suddenly missed you,
Like this night i silently cried;
Remembering you in my mind.
I know I didn't say this,
For we are not that expressive;
But I wanted to say this,
I love you Papa with all my best.
I missed you I suddenly do,
How I wanted to see the beauty of you;
Your loud voice echoing my ears.
I can't hear your laugh anymore,
Nor see your handsome look no more;
All will be just remembered,
In my memories was sealed.
I can't describe my sadness,
And my tears run down and shed;
Your memories I want to embrace.
You are at peace I know you do,
I just couldn't avoid to cry you know;
For until now I'm missing you so.
I can give mama what I must do,
For she still here with us to care;
For I know she misses you more than I do.
I may not the best daughter you had,
But I know how happy you are... to have me as a child;
I still can recall those days,
If I fall asleep in your lap;
And you carried me up to bed.
And like some of the other nights,
The loneliness I cannot describe;
And all I can do is to cry....
Remembering you in my mind.
Nice poem..thanks for sharing with us @dianargenti