300 Years

in #world9 years ago (edited)

I guess the only time most people think about injustice is when it happens to them. ― Charles Bukowski

This post is inspired by my friend @aleluzdosol77's post - Racial conflict, Know thy enemy and the Big fucking club. It's not a surprise that I don't get to see this kind of post from many of you. I suggest you read this because it is true in oh so many levels but sadly most people are still in great denial. Now, I don't really blame some people downvoting deniers. Think about who are the majority of authors in Steemit? Do you really get a different perspective or all you see is the same dirty politics by the same people? What's keeping you from acknowledging the reality?

I believe that writing about these things would be healthy for my mental well being especially after centuries of being brainwashed and 300 years of manipulated history. Colonial mentality is something very hard to overcome, there are only a few people who are able to get out it, but sadly, these people are getting killed here every day. The rest are still sheeps. I'm not here to satisfy your curiosity and give you specific details. I'm not here to listen to your justification - death is happening everywhere but oh wait, let me get a beer first and argue about solutions and politics. Seriously, don't expect me not to talk about my neighbors' death first. From now on, I will no longer justify and reply to comments from people who are in denial and lack understanding. I will not waste my time and convince anyone to understand. You will still have my upvotes though for spending some time to comment and promote your 'helpful solutions' and political side. I'm actually happy that I have already unfollowed people who are in denial and I have been unfollowed by many people as well (usually fragile snowflakes with life issues and think that everything I write is personal), to be honest, I know it is hard not to get affected by my writings especially if all you see here on Steemit/mainstream media is the same perspective. I would rather spend my time exposing these issues rather than defend myself to anyone. There are serious issues around me to be more worried about as well. The tragedy of my freedom is that I have nothing to lose anymore. But thanks to those who can keep reading my posts with an open mind.

I'm actually torn between writing about my cat and writing about what ails people around me. It also makes me feel unsafe to be surrounded by sheeps. I'm not a nationalist and I know the dirty effects of nationalism in other countries. But I also don't patronize this neo-colonialist mentality because this is the very reason why there are farmers getting killed, workers being abused and landless natives. But then now I see there are actually few people out there fighting against the exploitation of ruling elites and international corporation land grabbers. Sadly, there's no justice and there's no winning. There's only death. The majority of people still believe their leader and oppressors. That's what you get after 300 years.

It takes great courage to open one's heart and mind to the tremendous injustice and suffering in our world.
― Vincent A. Gallagher

I get it that there are prejudiced Eastern Europeans, poor Russians and oppressed white Americans. I will not even talk about their side at this moment. I would actually prefer to bring the bs of all sides. Remember that we are equally not special in this vast universe, so if you get offended by what I write about then you are only feeling entitled. Don't expect me to worship your political ideologies, or your 'solutions' or your little debate. Racial inequality, ruling elites, and oppression are not something to be denied. I do believe in the goodness of people everywhere but it would be too unrealistic not to acknowledge the great suffering of the majority. I do believe it is hard for you to understand other people's suffering especially if you are in a comfortable place, the same way as it is hard for me to understand your argument while I am in a dangerous place. It is also hard for me to keep an open mind, especially if all I see is 300 years of bastardization, exploitation, economic colonization, and oppression by these people. I will not even mention about those middle-class heroes people look up to selected by these colonialists, who are pro-reform and peaceful revolution. All that hidden agendas, tactics, and continuous economic colonization strategies for the benefits you and your kids are all now enjoying at the expense of others.

All you see is a group of people begging and committing crimes in your neighborhood. All I see is a group of people stealing lands from farmers, killing children and mining gold. Different reality, different perspective. Everyone steals there is no excuse. But I really cannot blame people for hating against a group of people. People are all brainwashed to worship and hate other people and be blind to each other's dark side. I know the bs of people around here, you should know yours too. Perhaps, I can just be a traveling hippie and focus on positivity, love, and equality. But that means I would only be blind to the reality of things or that the history is not repeating.

Those who can make you believe absurdities, can make you commit atrocities.
― Voltaire

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I read your friend's article and agreed with everything he wrote, along with your post.

The Enemy is the State, all oppression, racism, domination, brainwashing,criminality, etc, stem from the root of collectivism—not seeing people as individuals and believing power over others can be justified for any reason.

I'll admit that I have become sort of detached from the "problems of the world", especially those related to civic culture. My inexperienced excursions in life as well as my unlearned observations in the great works of literature and history, have showed me how not only is it futile to try to change people, but it's rather unpleasant; the minds of people have to be fitted to accept whatever you are proselytizing to them and the majority will take your good intentions wrongly. The great social philosophers seemed to let things alone, and this position seems to be more intense and effective; so much that the big boys had to come and take care of Socrates.

Since you ended with a quote from Voltaire, I'll mention how he ended his Candide by saying, "We must cultivate our own gardens"

It is easy to be detached when the problems of the world is not all around me. I'll forget about it and sleep. It's probably easier.

the minds of people have to be fitted to accept whatever you are proselytizing to them and the majority will take your good intentions wrongly.

I don't care anymore. Edit: I'm not trying to change people, it's just good for me to let go of my hatred who knows what I might become if I bottle up my feelings....

It is easy to be detached when the problems of the world is not all around me. I'll forget about it and sleep. It's probably easier.

I think the hardest part is trying to understand what problems are in your control and not. Because there are definitely some solutions you can apply in your own life, although a lot of things are outside of them.

I don't care anymore. Edit: I'm not trying to change people, it's just good for me to let go of my hatred who knows what I might become if I bottle up my feelings....

Yea makes sense. I write because I must write, I don't expect much and know that the few who are receptive will be there.

Why are you getting so angry at your followers/readers? I don't see anyone disrespecting you. Biting the heads off people who are probably largely in agreement with you doesn't seem like a good approach.

I know you don't like to hear other people's perspectives, but I'm going to give it anyway. I spent years slagging off my Facebook followers then unfriending them and then refriending so I could lay into them again. It achieved absolutely nothing other than to degrade my mental health and get a reputation amongst the few remaining friends that they had to walk on eggshells around me. Negativity is pointless and self defeating. Particularly towards people who are probably pretty supportive of what you are going through.

I hope you can respect me enough to accept my opinions without me sugar coating them in sycophancy. You seem like you prefer the no bullshit approach. ;)

Honestly, I am not angry at my followers, I am angry at the world lol. It's just a phase in my life. I didn't mean to be negative. I am more realistic.

@diabolika's dark soul.

Edit: The post is about neocolonialism and its effects.

I get it. I'm scarily angry at the world. I'm not sure what the solution is to either the world problem and/or my own hate for society. I'm at a total loss, and it's why I find myself badly depressed most of the time. Avoidance is a temporary salve, but it comes with guilt - that by not trying to change the world 24/7 I am being selfish. Again, I don't really know what the answer is to this. This is why I say, I shit you not, that I want to be sedated for the rest of my life. I can't kill myself because of my kids, so I'm stuck here in this fuckup of a world. I'd be happy to compromise and be a drooling idiot for the rest of my life...

Ok that was pretty negative. I don't like that side of me. Avoidance is unavoidable ;). And a little bit of selfishness is ok. I think maybe I'd be ok being only a half drooling idiot while travelling and photographing the world (including documenting the plight of the poor).

I think @revo your feelings of depression and anger is very healthy. I think these feelings are just part of ones evolution to a higher level of consciousness. The biggest crime is not feeling anything. To be able to look at ones feelings honestly is an accomplish in this world. The world has enough half baked drooling idiots, it needs more people conscious sensitive souls are can help raise awareness and help heal the world.

Do you think my hatred is also healthy? Maybe I should just continue not feeling anything...

I don't think depression is healthy, nor is too much anger. But if it signifies that one is aware of the reality of the world, then that is a positive, I guess. I still want to be sedated, though... ;)

The thought that there are things not within our control so let's just focus on our own lives, there's no problem, we can be happy all the time. Even that is also fucked up, there are some things we can change. Some event, someone or some news around here will trigger me again.

I actually wish people agree with me but that's nonsense of course.

A concept that I think has some merit is that of the "precariat" (the precarious class). That is, most people in the west are always only a few weeks away (if that) of total collapse into poverty, so they feel as if they can't afford to rock the boat. That's why i used to try to impress upon people that if we all rock the boat together, then no one person is alone in facing a collapse. But most people just keep watching their cooking shows and talent shows and go on pretending that thinking positive thoughts will change the world.

It's essentially why I gave up. I was beaten by stupidity.

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