All this is so exhausting.
Many times the reality is so overwhelming and exhausting. Although I am one of those who tries to see everything in the best way, it can not always be like that. There are days when everything is stronger and the desire to fight and get ahead is gone.
Today is one of those days where I just want to cry and leave everything. It is from those days where you feel that everything is so heavy and I sink slowly. As much as one always wants to be positive, everything comes together to give my mother economic stability, to have to take on all the expenses of my home and also to pay for my studies, because the truth is that they are not economic at all. All this with 10 or 15 dollars a week and that hopefully, because sometimes it is less. I feel like I'm trying to do magic and I really feel like I can not. I hope all this improves. I do not want to leave this dream that I so wish for not having the ways to afford everything.
It is horrible that feeling of being happy to fulfill your dream and that from one day to the next is wobbling on the tightrope for not having the economic ways.
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Don't get discouraged! Just do the best that you can.
Thank you dear Melinda! It's not easy but I'm still here although I often want to throw everything away. I know that with faith will come better times. Happy night, thank you for all your wonderful support. I appreciate it.💙
Keep up you faith Denisse times have to get better. You can only do the best you can dear.
Faith is what keeps me. Although sometimes it is difficult. I'm still fighting and I know better times will come! I just have to be patient and have faith in God and every day do the best I can.💕
@sunscape Day by day I meet people with such a noble heart. Those little details make me cry a lot. Because for me they are a great gesture. For you it may not be so much but for me it is very much. God bless you mother and everything beautiful multiplies you.💕🙏