Word Poetry Challenge #13 "Fears"

''Fears''

As i think to myself, about all that was, all that is and all that will be; I stare at the blank page, trying to write the thousand and one thoughts running through my mind; 'Fears' takes over my senses,clouding my thoughts,fear of the unknown,fear of life;

sometimes i wish i could do things differently,
sometimes i want to run away from this mad world,
sometimes i worry i might be thinking too much;
sometimes i wonder about a lot of things that i could have done,

Exhausted and tired, giving up (on life) seems so easy, i close my eyes and drift off into darkness; ripped and bleeding, desperately clinging on to life; i feel like floating in a deep dark void,
eaten away from the insides.

Thank You
@dcrealyn