Sunday Nights

This is something that I wrote in my diary the last night. I know it is not good to share diary with anyone but I want to show you some phrases.

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18/06/2023 23:43

There is a last time for anything.

This is also one. This is the last time that I am awake at night, full with thoughts on everything making mind to go for training in the next day.

Tomorrow will come in few mins. That tomorrow is the beginning of the last week of training. That will also finish sooner like the others. I should do the things better as much as I can do.

I am going through a lot. Hope I will survive this week too. I fill find strength in me for that🥺 Good luck daskon. You can do it. The better days will come. Don't lose hopes💕

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I usually don't get a good sleep at Sunday night. I go to bed early because I have to travel a long distance to go for work the other day early in the morning. But sleep never comes to me easily like the other days. Yesterday was also a day like that.

I have heard this very thing from many people. They too have the same experience in different levels. One told me that he gets sleepless nights when he have to come by bus in the next day. He has to travel a long way.

I had a thought about what the problem is. Many of us enjoy the weekends and hate the work they have to do in weekdays. They are confined to routines in weekdays. That is the thing as I remember.

When I was at the university, I haven't felt like this. I had very close people also there. So I loved the life at the university too. Now I am far away from my home. I don't have many familiar and comfortable people here. And I have to travel a long distance alone. Those may be the reasons.

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These sleepless nights with heavy mind tells a lot I guess. Those indicates how much we like or dislike something. Sometimes, we have to do things that we don't really like a lot. That is life.

This is my experience with Sunday nights. You are welcome to share yours