I DO NOT DESERVE HER
In my lonely corner
I have cried and cried
Cried so much I can not hold back the tears
Tears from a well of I can't fathom
She is good
Good enough to be a king's queen
I have tried to be her king
But in those shoes, I don't seem to fit
My heart is heavy
Heavy because I don't want to let her go
There is an emptiness in me that just wants her
How can someone be this amazing
We quarrel so much than we love
We argue so much than we agree
We play too much we don't get serious
Her fantasies in my folly I couldn't comprehend
Do I love her?
Yes, I do more than anything else
Do I let her go?
Yes I must because I hate to keep hurting her
But why at this time
We are almost close to sealing the deal
Real of love that our parents also bonded on
Well, she seems too good for me
In the course of dating her
I have misbehaved and dine alot of ill things
Things I know she will never forgive me for
Things that will linger in our marriage if we tie it
My gem, my queen
I'm sorry we had to let each other go
Its for the good
Its for the best
We, from separation come together to love
Sometimes, from loving, we must seperate
I hate the headlines this separation will bring
But I'm glad we are back in our world of strength
My life, I owe you
My world is with you
I do not take you for granted
Just that I don't deserve you
I LOVE YOU STILL MY DEAR