IN LOVE

daisyt23 (50)in #love • 8 years ago (edited)

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In love? My heart aches in love.
The sky falls me down bringing the gift of storm and thunder.
It does not defy the gravity but brings to the core where there is darkness and where you my life shines.
It does not free me but entrapped me in your world, in your universe where I, the smallest particle, is unnoticed in your eyes and mind.
Probably my attributes had been mentioned by the tip of your tongue yet I am unnamed and still casted behind the shadows.
In love? In love, I long yet fear the upcoming sound for our love, you, the promise of eternal happiness, the promise of our future joy.
In love, your soul embraced by mine yet I am afraid to confess because of brutality fate.
In love? I had been electrocuted. I am in shock and pain, paralysed by your presence even though you are afar.
I had been paralysed by your sparkling eyes, looking at a man that isn't mine.
In love? I do not float, it does not bring to sky but drowns me, bury me to the depth on the sea where is an illusion of you loving me deep
In love, there is no day but night where reality becomes a dream that you come along and embrace me in your arms.
Where you stay beside me and whisper sweet nothings while admiring the stars.
Love is no warmth but coldness because there is no you, the fire, to keep me in 37° degrees Celsius.
I love you even farther than the moon, yet my heart is both pure and impure, innocent and dark.
I love you more than enough to be:
The center of my universe.
The heart of my world.
And to be the only star that connect to my soul.
But I am afraid of what I may embark on and within you.
Pain is within me and I became one with pain.
I, at this beginning, shall forfeit before you become scarred because of me.
Lets stay at this moment " so close yet so far away " .
It's better to be near and to see you smiling than to see you your tears flow because of my own doing.
You, my love, the rainbow of my life, the blanket in the cold, the happiness in the empty nightsky, shall always be my love that never came true, a fairy tale that never had a happily ever after but will always be remembered.

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