The day is getting closer and I am full of anxieties, with thousands of sensations that make me believe that you will be back home, here where you belong and should be.

I dared and put your life in the hands of God and I am confident that everything will go as we expect, he knows that there was no day, or night that you did not pass me by the thought, every day, every night I asked to God for you, my love, to guard you, to make you well and to put good things in your heart, not to allow you to fall into temptation and to free you from all the evil and harm that people do.

I've seen you cry like a child, I've seen your anguish and you despair, I've put in your shoes and I felt you cold, your fears, that feeling of no longer being able to live, and all that loneliness that surrounds you, I know what you feel love, because I am living with you, I made myself strong so as not to make your anguish bigger, yes, I showed myself strong before you those days that I could see you, I smiled and said that everything was fine when I just wanted to cry, to see you there has been a love nightmare, from which we will wake up.

I heard say once... "Time only buries what the heart has already given for dead", but you know that my heart will never give you for dead and less in life my love, I promised you to be until the end, I promised not abandon you, and I never will, I will not be the one to do it, your happiness is mine and I want to see that beautiful smile that fills my soul, but the true one, the one that does not hide pain or suffering, that smile that when I met her that day, I fell in love.