Preparing For My Neverending Dialysis Now

I am ready to get washed again with my blood, hopefully I will not get to crash my blood pressure because I am doing the almost exact same thing that I had been doing during the last three weeks which is not eating.

So my dialysis session is a bit okay now but unfortunately I am not been able to eat my favorite meal which again is unfortunate because it is the only opportunity for me to enjoy food and yet due to the quarantine my convenience store wasn't able to get its supply because mainly due to the supply chain cut in almost everything.

Anyway I did took some pain reliever yesterday so I am able to move around much better with ease in the shower. I just have to use a pain reliever because otherwise it is hard to stand up and carry my body in and out the freaki'n wheelchair.

I just pray that my Parathyroid would normalize on its own because that is what I wanted other than my punch to the moon targets in my life which I am not sure if I would ever to achieve. May God help me.