My Whole Social Life Is Almost All Online 💬💻💭⌨

I Am Both Thankful And Regretful

I am so thankful about being here in steem platform because at least it is allowing me to interact with other people across the globe without feeling the social anxiety that I have. In fact if I sense that you are a threat to me in any form I will just stop interacting with you and it is just easy to do that online. I can just go off on a site that easy by simply not going there anymore if I feel like I am being attacked or cyber-bullied for that matter.

I've been cyber-bullied in the past and what I did was just leave the forum that I was in and never came back to it believing that it was not good for me to continue there anymore. So the key for cyber-bullying is just to stop going to that site for me and go elsewhere if you feel that things are not productive but destructive.

One Key Against Cyberbullying Was To Go Away

But I am most feeling secured here in steem than any other sites because if you notice, people here are nicer than in Facebook for example where you will feel alone and alienated. Using Facebook for me in the past left a bad taste in my mouth because of the scams that I went through where you do not know the intention of the other person whether they are really a friend or somebody that will just scam you off.

Being online for me is just a major part of my life now. For one thing I needed to be online because this is my bread and butter, it had helped me a lot with my finances and bought many things that I needed, even appliances that we needed in this house which I now stopped buying because my father is just destroying it.

Choosing Friends Is What I Like In The Internet While Blocking Others In One Click

I really cannot imagine without the Internet and this kind of social media platform like steem because of the above reason plus writing is just a good therapy for me to keep my sanity and not to loose a nut in my mind because it is a great outlet for my thoughts or brain to not being idle otherwise I will just be a grumpy cat that likes to sleep all day and night because I literally could not do anything now that I was doing before.

Maybe I could cook, but here beside my bed and it would look ridiculous. Who cooks beside their bed in their room and in their house? My back would kill me even just being on the way to the kitchen and start working on cutting on things. But even that is not a good idea anymore because I could not even look down as my chin is striking my chest already so I will just have to look down sideways just to see what I am doing so there is no point in doing all that anymore.

I Already orgotten The Things That I Like To Do Before Which Is Cooking

Cooking is the only hobby that I could do before even when I am so sick. But now with all these negative body metamorphosis that I am going through ad had gone through I had already forgotten the idea of it which is really okay if not for my parent's kind of cooking which had been bad for me because simply they do not cook that well and it is a thing that had impacted me because of my appetiteloss issue.

Now all what I was doing before I cannot do now because of the physical issues that I am going through and was left with just being online and socializing with the people with the same common interest which is steem and cryptocurrencies. It had at least made my life more colorful and even though I had lost some of my offline friends I gathered many online friends anyways, friends that gave me support, hope, and love that even my relatives and other people could not give and I am thanking God for all of that.

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