My Rib Pain Bothers Me Again
I have been enduring my rib pain lately and it is actually caused by the bloating effect of the extra fluids in my body or torso. So the water of course would make my torso like a barrel and then if I would lay on my side to sleep it puts a pressure on my ribs because it stiffens the shape of my torso and it gives pressure on my ribs.
So it sucks and now it is harder to breathe particularly when I am sitting up. But if I am drawn with close to enough water it makes a big difference when I lay on my side and I can feel it because my torso is not bloated. I really could not sleep when I am laid on my back so it is important for me to sleep on my left side in particular.
So even though I am having pain issues in my ribs I am still laying on my side for me to be ale to sleep. It is just very good that I can sleep anyway otherwise I would get crazy literally because of the discomfort that this extra water in my system and rib pain.
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I don't know if how long that I can still endure this situation and I will not be surprise if in the coming days or weeks if I would capitulate. Well that okay of course, it is excellent in fact because that will be my ultimate rest, a break from living like hell where although I can still see a glimmer of hope, it is still too far to achieve like punching on the Moon knowing that you will never gonna hit it.
My ultimate goal is to just make myself as comfortable as I can make it for my life here on earth and also hope not to lose the people who cares for me much because if I lose them it is like more than losing my own dear life. So I am just for now trying to enjoy all the things that was left from me until the day that it will get taken form me as well.
I've been managing this issue and I think if my body could endure it more I will be on the positive side of things. So right now I am maintaining my bone health by staying up with my medication no matter how hard for me to endure it's side-effects.
I am talking about my Cinacalcet, my Parathyroid drug that lets it control the hormone pump of the Parathyroid so it won't "tell" my bones to leach calcium into my system which is the main cause of my Leontiasis condition which resulted in facial and backbone deformities and overall bone pains.
Right now I am using Gabapentin and an NSAID pain reliever which helps a lot for me to deal with my pain issues so at least I can find some relief especially when I am wanting to move around.