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in #life5 years ago (edited)

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It Is Good To Feel A Bit Of Ease

I do not know what to do today because I haven't have many options but to either watch TV which I seldom do, eat which I do not like if not hooked-up for dialysis, write which I love but it is getting harder to do, watch videos which makes me sleepy, or just to sleep but it is noisy when the sun is up here in my place, we live beside a busy road.

I am always fascinated with my dialysis because it always eases my breathing because most of the time I feel like crap especially after taking my Parathyroid medicine then my appetite would also be like crap after that. It has been like that for about two years now but I am still thankful as it just improved my pain a bit although my pain is like my evil twin brother now, like a shadow that is always following me wherever I go.

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I Just Wished To Be Under A Tree On A Sunny Day And STEEMing Or Sleeping

SO whenever I feel an easement to my body I truly appreciate it and taste every moment because as days go by I will feel like hell again. That is why I needed a continuous type of dialysis so that it will help cleanse out the nauseating side-effect of my Parathyroid medicine and subsequently my appetite to improve.

The thing is that my mother is opposed to the idea of Peritoneal dialysis because she doesn't know or have no idea of how it works. All she knows was that the patient is prone to infections and the fact that there is something that is stuck to my belly is terrifying for her because she doesn't like needles much less a catheter stuck semi-permanently unto my belly.

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Washing The Blood Continuously Is What I Like About Peritoneal Dialysis

I haven't consulted about peritoneal dialysis and I do not know if I could still be better off with using that type of dialysis than having to go and have to be driven twice a week for a peritoneal dialysis and dragging my parents along and wasting their time for me. But it is on the table and on my plan but I had been on hemodialysis for a long time now plus my current health condition might not be suitable for it anymore but I will soon see if I could make it possible.

I am just exhausting all the possibilities to improve my life and I will not give up until I achieve one if not all of my health goals or just die trying. It is better than losing hope because I do not want to be like others where they just give up before trying-out because for me life is so precious and I still want to see the light of another day.

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I Am Already Spending A Lot For My Health

The truth is that if I just have the necessary amount of funds I am really willing to replace some of my body parts even my ear just to make myself feel like normal again. It is a crazy idea but I am just trying to fix a crazier health condition that is so rare to occur to people like this Leontiasis which is hard to treat because of the expense with medicines alone. But as long as I can do something for my health issues I will do it for the sake of my wellness which is seldom to come from all these years of my life. May God help me.

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