I Welcome The Discomfort Of The Hot Weather Lately Here In My Neck Of The Woods 🌞🌤🌻🔥🥵

I Have To have A Compromise For The Benefit Of My Health

It has been hot lately here in my province, the thing is that it doesn't get so hot that I would sweat a lot but just enough to make me feel uncomfortable here in my room. My room only has a single window and although it is relatively big it has a window screen that blocks the flow of air.

It is a problem because the hot air is trapped inside my room. In fact my room is hotter than other parts of the house. So it just sucks that I am pinned here inside my room getting so uncomfortable with the weather plus my body pains, nausea, and all that noise pollution around.

Sweating Makes Me Get Liberal With My Fluid Intake

So now I couldn't even go out and get a fresh breath of air as well because of my disability. I think it would be nice to really have a house of my own or just to renovate this house for my specifications so that finally I could live in a comparatively comfortable manner unlike now where everything is maddeningly unfavorable for my well-being.

It is just hard to be tied up with your hands and you couldn't do anything to change the situation. The waiting game is just consuming me little by little until nothing is left from me. It is really hard to continue with life, so if only I could end it all at a flick of the switch I would do it. But is a foolish thing to do even though my body longs for the eternal rest already.

I Am Uncertain If I Would Ever To Hit My Targets

It has been so long and it is getting crazy for me to even hope for a redemption over my physical body. But I have to continue with this fight because some people that I do not even know of are fighting alongside with me. Those people are from steem and they just show support so I just have to not let them down.

It just sucks that I have to live in this way where my body just won't give up, a tough nut to crack where no nut cracker maybe is vented yet to crack my body. Nothing but one, it is time. It is because I know that time is running out and I just have to make some results or else I will just succumb to my own patience and perseverance to wait for some good things that I have no clue if it will ever come.

I Am As Patient As A Rock For My Patience In Good Things To Come If They Would Ever Come

Anyway with this hot weather I can't say that I hate it much because somewhat it helps me a bit with my fluid intake management. That is why I do not favor the cold weathers especially in the times that I need to cover myself with blankets because at that point every drop of liquid that goes into my body is counted so basically I get filled fast with fluids which contributes to my breathlessness issues.

But if I were to choose what weather that I liked, I would love a weather which is not very humid and not very hot. But it only gets uncomfortable if the weather is humid. So I think the perfect weather if I am a normal person with a normal health is really non-existent because nothing really would make me feel better unless the room is climate-controlled.

My final place hopefully is in heaven, because at least there will be no heat of the sun that would strike my skin and make me feel uncomfortable, I do not know what to expect but if I were to be the ones that will reside there I would never even want to remember these past experiences that I had here in earth which for me is like it felt I am in hell on earth.

I Will Never Miss This World Except The Ones That I Loved

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