I Thank God For This Day

Saved by the bell again as I got treated by dialysis again. There is nothing like being dialyzed because from being toxic into being feeling clean in a matter of minutes, like 30 minutes after getting hooked up you can feel it already and then about over an hour you can just be able to eat already like in my case after the dialysis machine had taken off most of my parathyroid drug's metabolites.

Now I feel like a deflated balloon but not enough to really make me feel like in the years that I can still eat afterwards because maybe even after tomorrow I would get waterlogged again. It seems like my nurses had adjusted up and not down my dry weight because my belly seems to be bloated still considering that I am newly dialyzed and considering that I am requesting to have my dry weight to be adjusted down.

I am really in a panic now because if the nurses are kept on doing that way with their full discretion without my knowledge I will soon find myself in a worse disposition than I am today. I must find a way to control how much water should betaken away from my body otherwise I will just drown in my own body fluids.

That is why I had worn some heavy sandals in the past plus my blue jeans are heavy too as well as my smartphone and my suspenders are contributed for my ease of breathing. I only resorted in that funny thing because obviously my nurses won't take heed in lowering my dry weight because of my breathing complaints.

Anyway I just am thankful that at least I had my dialysis and I was saved by the bell once more and I hope in the coming days I will not be as hard-up for my breathing like a few hours ago.