I Slept Good Today But I Am Longing For An Eternal Rest Already💤🛌🏻🙋🏻♂️
Yesterday I wasn't able to sleep well and my body hurted as ef because the dialysis washed away the effects of my NSAID pain-reliever so I have thought taking one tablet again to free me up of my misery. It has been like this lately and I really have to take my pain reliever so that I can move easily otherwise I would be in constant pain everyday
I also have thought of telling my mother to buy me my Gabapentin so that it would also help me with my intermittent sleep problem. So I took that one as well so that I could have a good sleep plus some additional alleviation of my pain.Yes it worked and by the past 12:00 AM this morning I just decided to sleep as the effects of Gabapentin on me is apparent, I am finally sleepy.
Well anyway the bad thing is that I am in a severe pain and I am forced to take some pain-reliever that I do not like because of its side-effects on my body's red blood cells as NSAID pain reliever destroys RBCs making the patient anemic or at least make their RBC count low.
That is why I am a bit angry with my Parathyroid medicine as it is not working well plus I am getting holes in my pocket at the same time because of its prohibitive cost. I really can't do anything now but to pray to God to just help me and don't let me go in a very bad state of health because it is already too much to bear.
I am just enjoying things left in me like the occasional good sleep that I get and getting the ease from my body pains and food that I enjoy eating during dialysis. Other than those I couldn't think of something that I can enjoy so this life really sucks in all fronts and what I wanted is for everything going worse to stop and I would be happy if that happens.
Everything is a test little brother don’t lose your eyes on the prize! Meanwhile, I ask Almighty Elohim right now for his Ruah ha’Qodesh for you to help you with your health issues in the name of the savior of all humanity, Yeshua ha’Massiah Amein, Amein!
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Thank you Sir @coquiunlimited it is really getting harder every passing year/months but I just have to do what is the best and let God bless my plans.
God bless you Sir.
May the peace of God which surpasses all understanding guard your heart and mind through Yeshua the Messiah.
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Thank you for all your prayers @ironshield I do appreciate it all.
Stay strong. Tell your story. Other who come after will want to know. We are all one, you are me, I am you.
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Thank you for your kind support and encouragement @jacuzzi It is from here I always get support from friends like you.