I'm Not Eating A Proper Meal Lately Because Of Worse Appetiteloss
I feel like a trash today, I just vomited because of nausea, haven't eaten anything yet except for a mug of coffee, there is something like a headache, maybe my blood pressure is so high, often it is one factor for my discomfort.
I requested some bread with jam from my mother and before she brought it to my room I am already puking, but since my stomach doesn't have anything it is just my snoot and saliva and with some sweat that went out.
My body feels heavy and the feeling of nausea is still there. I really need a frequent dialysis but my father doesn't approve of it saying that I can endure twice a week dialysis anyway together with an insulting scoff, truly really my father have no idea what I am going through.
But I can understand him because I am wasting his time when we go to dialysis, it should not be the case and I should not be under their care for a long time already anyway. Well I do not know now but I feel terrible, I might get some seizure or a bout of the "crazies" because this is just a case of elevated creatinine, I wanted to eat but I can't .
But I have to continue on and find ways to tackle this issue, I already had taken an IV iron which hopefully ramp up my Hemoglobin levels and add some more quality of life and I hope it works. I might take another appetite enhancing vitamins and I will see how it can make a difference. Well it sucks but I have to have an inner strength for me to pass through all of these hurdles in my health.
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