I'm Getting Irregular Heartbeats Again

My heart is the one that scares me more than ever. It is because I had been a dialysis patient for so long a time that complication regarding the involvement of my Parathyroid had caused some of my heart's parts to calcify.

I do not have any idea if that issue had been abated but if it did I guess that the damage had been done already. I also have no idea if calcified parts of my body can ever revert back but it is still reflected unto the veins in my body because they had gone stiff like in the temple area of my head and even in my genitalia there are hard veins.

The only thing that I noted that had reverted back was my facial bone because before, my tongue couldn't hardly get out pass my lips but now I can lick my lips again. That was the evidence that my facial bone had shrunk a bit. But not my body's calcified parts like veins, lungs, and heart.

Now my heart is giving me problems, it is not beating with its normal cadence sometimes and it gives me a fright that it may stop one moment. The only thing that it gives me an assurance that I would conk my heart out was I am not experiencing any pain unless that a sudden heart attack would strike me down.

It will be an odd thing if the fruits that I ate yesterday and today already had raised my Potassium level up that fast but I am not so sure if that was the case. Also I know that an extra fluid in my system could also be causing this irregular heartbeat issue.

But one thing is for certain now, that I do have an affected heart already and that I am just due to dying basically because of being a dialysis patient for so long but I just have to carry on with my life no matter what and if my life will just be a few days or weeks away then I am okay with that as some things are beyond my control.