I Am Nearing My 18th Anniversary As A Dialysis Patient 🥂🥂🥂

I do not know if I would be happy or proud about it but I am long, long overdue as a dialysis patient because I should have died a long time ago as well and yet I am here still kicking and surviving.

There might be a force working behind the scenes in my life because for one thing that miracle that I was always talking about not being anemic anymore is so striking because I do not know how to explain it as dialysis patients really should be not producing Erythropeitin hormone which is responsible for making the bone marrow produce red blood cells and yet I am still having a very normal hemoglobin.

I am so thankful and grateful to God otherwise I will be in so very bad condition than I am now, I could be long dead too. But really this is something out of the ordinary and surprisingly I am the only one that regards it as a miracle because in my heart and mind it is.

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Too bad that my Parathyroid medicine had ruined the party because it had caused me my appetite while at the same time curing me at some point with my bone complaints although it is not curing it entirely, that is why I am still in pain with my back and other joints that prevents me from moving around. At least I am not suffering from the lingering pain in my back unlike before.

Will I celebrate my 18 years as a dialysis patient? I don't think so, but maybe for some people it is a reason to celebrate but being like this for such a long times is the worst possible thing to happen. Obviously because I am in a misery if not for my bone complications. Still I am thankful because spiritually it proves something that is written in the bible.

Ephesians 6:1-4
"Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. 2 “Honor your father and mother”—which is the first commandment with a promise— “so that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.”

Well I did had a long life than usual dialysis patient but I am not sure if I am enjoying it ┗( T﹏T )┛