I Always Pray That My Facial Bone Would Get Smaller

I did prayed that my facial bone particularly the inside of my mouth where the lower gums and part of my palate to get smaller to at least allow me to eat upright. Yes it worked because I am taking my parathyroid drug and now bit by bit I could eat upright again and drink upright too without spilling my food and drinks from my mouth.

It had made me happy but still my facial bone is one of my concerns as it looks bad really so often I would prefer lying down while eating because I am not comfortable eating upright for the reason that it is hard to swallow which was caused by my backbone shrinkage.

So it pulled my esophagus down and it feels like my food gets stuck unto my throat when I swallow. Not to mention supporting my torso with my right elbow while eating because of the pain in my back.

But at least my Parathyroid medicine worked a bit to allow me to get one of my body function which is to be able to eat upright again as well as improving my speech and make it coherent when I speak to someone. I thank God for that and I still have a long, long way to improve my life.

I am still in my self-effort to self-fund for my surgery goals and I hope that I could achieve some of them before it is too late. But I am not having any signs that I will be dying soon maybe because that God is with me and I had come in a long way as a dialysis patient for 17 years already and maybe that is the sign that I could endure many years more.

Cryptos will be my tool to help me go through with all these so I just needed to persevere more and enjoy steem like this #newsteem after the hardfork where it would supposedly improve the economic status of our community. So I just pray to God to help us all especially those that have a dire need of financial freedom and those that fight for some noble interests that they are striving to achieve.