Getting Readied For My Morning Dialysis Now And It Gets Harder As Time Goes By🩸🧹⚕😷😔

It Is Awfully Hard To Prepare

A long time ago it is very pleasurable to take a bath and even it is cold or in the wee times of the morning I would still take a bath and those were the times that I can still walk all by myself without any help. That is until I am already asking for my parents to guide me holding unto their shoulder because of my unsteady
walk due to the pain and breathlessness that drains my already weakened body and finally I just asked for my wheelchair which I though that I could never use.

I was thinking that God had moved my mother to request for that wheelchair which is a standard heavy duty one that we had acquired from the municipal government which I could not remember when. It is just good that sometimes our municipal government is doing some humanitarian services so now having the wheelchair is a great help to move me around.

Being Wheelchair-bound Is No Joke Especially If You Could Walk Before

Now I am just getting ready to use the bathroom, I have taken my NSAID pain reliever already so that I could fluidly move around because of my joint stiffness which is in tandem with pain in walking due to my feet joints and backbones as well as other pains from my other joints.

Now if you couple it with being so breathless like I am now thanks to my nurses then you got a soup of torture if you was not taking any kind of pain killer. I am just moving around ever so slowly when I am inside the toilet because I could never rush my movements as I would be risking myself with injuries by merely doing a natural body movement.

So I would have to spend 45 minutes in the bathroom and maybe 30 minutes if I am really speedy with bathing around and that happens when I am not in pain and is just newly dialyzed.

My Relatively Mild NSAID Pain Reliver Works In An Extended Time For A Considerable Relief That I So Needed

What makes me get excited in the other hand for my dialysis was the alleviation of my appetite-loss when the dialysis machine already had cleaned my blood after an hour. At that point I could really eat and I would just eat until I can no longer fill myself. It is the only good side of dialysis but after that especially after I had taken my Parathyroid medicine my appetite goes to zero again.

The cumulative effects of Cinacalcet in my system makes me feel really unwell because of the potency of that drug which has a very bad pungent smell that I think my system or susceptible organs like my liver will surely develop a disease over time because of the inherent qualities of that drug.

My Appetite Returns Back An Hour After Hooking-up ATo The Dialysis Machine

I am hoping that in the soonest possible time I would have to enjoy a more frequent dialysis if I could not get to use the other type of dialysis which is the peritoneal dialysis that could free me from ever to move my body forcibly three times a week and boarding our car which is a pain to ride into because of its bad suspension system.

Still also praying to God that my parents would still support me with my plans because I am sensing that they just gave up on me while my father isn't doing anything or had done much and also is not understanding many things about dialysis considering that I am a patient for about 18 years now. So it is hard to be a one-man effort if you are the only one wanting to change your life for the better.

Now that I have a lot of difficulties to move my body around maybe a peritoneal dialysis is for me. That is why I wanted a clean place because of the frequent exchanges of dialysate solution to and from my belly and it requires a clean method of doing it to reduce the risk infection which seldom happens as I have learned from Peritoneal dialysis from a local group in Facebook. So I am just delighted to learn that and it makes me feel much better and dissipated my worries about that issue.

My Parents Supports Me But Not All My Plans And It Is A Very Big Hurdle To Overcome

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