Dear Diary: I Just Enjoying The Best Parts Of My Life Which Is Steem And My Online True Friends

I am happy with my tailbone issue because it keeps on getting better each day considering I am not taking any pain reliever for it because my ears are ringing which is a sign for my body's intolerance for it. I still have a disturbing hearing issue which they call "Tinnitus" which I do not think will get any improvements but nonetheless I do not want to think about things I cannot control.

What I can control is my mental attitude and positive optimism about my future and the factors surrounding my situation. I have to look at it that way because negativity will not do me any good. So the best way for me to deal with my situation is to search for the good parts in my life and enjoy every bit of it as I have not much to enjoy anyway.

The best thing online that happened to me is steem because from steemit I have met new friends (or they met me) and it is a thing that makes me happy, loved, and cared for even though we could not touch each other's hands. And that is what is one of the best parts in my life that I am enjoying so without this community I do not think any group of people or anything could comfort me.

With such an improvement about this particular pain issue with my tailbone I just am celebrating like it was New Year because suffering from pain is a different thing, life should not be lived with a lingering pain that is plaguing for this remainder of my life but it seems I am used to it already because I am not crying anymore and just numbed-out from my miseries but I am keeping on and still hoping that someday I might get out from this health mess that I am neck-deep into, I just needed more prayers.