Dear Diary: Today In My Life
Not much happened today except there is not much pain in my body that is bothering me but of course all those years of bone degeneration just won't make get back into normality and restore back what I had been before especially my appearance which had been affected with a great impact so severe that it created a very distinct kind of disability on me which I am trying to manage even psychologically.
I am just glad that I haven't gotten a family for myself because if it happened that I had a family with this kind of condition that I am into then it will be hard to bear with them getting the slice of worries and problems that will be associated with me. So I am just happy that I am not married and still single but there is always something in me that is longing for a deeper relationship like romance and such.
Well back into my body's health. My only complaint that I am hoping to go away was this pain in my chest. It is like it was a tension pain because of the bending of my chest from the collapse or shortening of bones in my back and it kind of ruined on how my bones should align so it creates some kind of pain especially when I sit or walk.
But these days I can move much easily and my breathing is lighter and much better too. I can also sit for a long time now for a few hours and it gives me a joy especially with some bonding moments with my parents.
I also tried to eat upright. I did finished eating with some spillage of food from my mouth so it is quite not working well in that regard and I may choose to just lay down while eating. I believe that I do not need a denture at this point because the gums below my mouth in front of my tongue is the problem as it gets in the way and displaces food in my mouth. So I needed an operation so take some of it off but surely it will entail a fairly big sum of money for a surgery to get it fixed.
Our village will be getting ready for that noon time game show and it will be a fun and exciting day especially for my mother. I hope that I will get many prayers to make her be included for some of the give-aways. But I But we have steemt anyways so we willl not be missing much.
Love you, Love you,steemit community are saying LOVE you @cryptopie!
Yes Enjoy your time with your family
thank you for sharing
hopefully tomorrow is better than today and your health is better than the previous days. @cryptopie
I think that it is great that you are a Steemian and that you are able to share with us what you go through on a daily basis. I also have making note of the fact that you take what comes to you with a certain degree of dignified grace. It is inspirational to me and I am sure it is to others as well. Hope your Mom enjoys herself.
Yes @simivalleyjeff53 I really have to handle my situation mentally or I will going to lose my sanity. But blogging and steemit is an awesome way to help me with most of my struggles and misery in life.
That's great. Maybe because it's a great way of expressing yourself.
Thank you for reading my post, otherwise, I might not have met you.
My sympathy for you is tremendous, but it seems as if you are handling it very well and should be proud. We will pray for you and may you be without pain. It is the only thing that you need. Steemit is such a great place for you to put your feelings down and I will come visit you every day here on steemit.
I appreciate your prayers and support @methusalem
I am just trying to handle my situation in a positive way although for most people it seems unbearable. It really is but I can't just give up because there are also people out here and there supporting me,
God bless you.
Thank you and may he help you as well, really if you want to talk just come and reply to one of my posts and we can communicate like this.
I'm glad you're not hurting badly today! Enjoy your day my Filipino brother!!!
hopefully your day is fine and hopefully heal quickly @cryptopie
Scary..... omg