Dear Diary: Should I Start Taking Some Meal Replacement Milk Again?

A meal replacement milk is quite expensive as it costs $4 for a 237 mLcan that will give me some nutrition not for a day but in one sitting only. I just thought that I might needed some because I was eating cheese sandwich only lately for breakfast and for late afternoon combination of lunch and dinner was just a few teaspoonfuls of rice because I could not have the normal appetite to eat.

Sometimes I was thinking if I why I am depriving myself about these needed things since I can afford such a relatively expensive food because I am thinking about the future because if I would find myself wanting with no money to spend anymore then I will really be in trouble.

I am just basically on my own with regards to finances as no one in my family had supported me and I am thankful with my heart steemit community is here and the big factor for my survival so it is funny that I have just a short time to live and yet I was thinking about the far future, the grandest that I can think of for myself.

But I just needed some financial security for my medical needs that is all and if I can just do without spending too much I will do it because there is nothing for me to spend my money for, I have no more ambition to go to vacation in far away places, marry, build a house, or something like that anymore but for the important things only, will that include a meal replacement milk?