Dear Diary: Relief Will Soon Come To Me After My Dialysis Today

God-willing I will feel relieved again from what ails me and that is being waterlogged as well as being toxic from seemingly harmless food and drink by-products. At least I am not really that nauseated like in my previous years as a dialysis patient where I feel like I want to vomit all the time because of a much mediocre dialysis treatment that I am receiving.

I did suffered a lot from receiving a very bad dialysis during when I was treated in my church's dialysis center. They were using dialyzers for almost three months and some patients just got the crazies because of too much toxin in their bloods.

Nothing to describe it when you got the "crazies" that is induced by too much creatinine in your blood, you start to make unnecessary body movements that are funny to the observer plus what you would think you will believe is true without the logic behind it. Fortunately I am over that phase thanks to my own efforts to use a much efficient dialyzer.

But still I am suffering from a mediocre medical service judging by the fact that I would feel too much toxic with my body just before my dialysis which should not be the case.

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The good thing is that at least I am using a health insurance from the government that insures me to get 90 dialysis sessions per year. It is not that much but it does help a lot indeed for me to survive but I hope that soon the allocation will get bigger so that I could get a more frequent dialysis.

It always feels like I am saved by the bell and I do not like to live like this, it is just my body seems to be tougher than I expected while my other co-patients just capitulated with some only lasting for a few months. But I have to continue with my life even though it is as hard as hell and I am just fortunate that I have friends here at steemit to help me by the power of God. God bless this community.

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