Dear Diary: My Lunch And Dinner And Drugs

Ii had my breakfast and I also had slept, it was a good but short sleep and I do not know if I had enough. The sun is up shining today because yesterday it was all rain and cloudy skies. The weather is not yet a full-blown rainy season yet but things might turn around with a tropical depression forming near this island anytime soon blasting its rain yet again.

Anyway my mother had given me this boiled sweet potato, well this will be my lunch and supper because I will not be able to eat after this. It is a filling food and full of fibers that causes you know what, gasses.

I wish that I have a good appetite so that at least with my pains and body condition I will be able to enjoy foods. I could have been enjoying simple foods already if not from my appetite-loss issue but I have to painfully trade my appetite with stopping the progression of my bone degeneration and facial bone enlargement with it so it is really a very sad thing to happen that I am enduring all these past one and a half years.

But I am determined to pass through all these so I am patiently waiting and working my ass off until I am able to save enough funds for my needed Parathyroidectomy so that I am no longer required to take my awful, awful Parathyroidectomy drug that is causing me an appetite-loss.

I am only maybe lasting it because of my good blood condition but had I been like my co-patients that are anemic I would have not lasted in taking it and would given up even though the cost is pain and misery. But I really do not want to return to that lingering pain on my back so that is why I am still taking it.

In addition I am also taking my phosphate binder so that Phosphorus in my system would not go high. It is the reason that my parathyroid is going hyper and it is a very good thing that I am able to afford this thanks to God and thanks to the steem community. May God bless you all.