Dear Diary: My Breakfast Of Egg Noodles For A Change

This egg noodles that is stir-fried with some gizzard, chicken liver, carrots, red bell pepper, cabbage, and some seasonings is better than rice noodles with the same ingredients because the egg noodles has some eggs in it which it more tasty and nutritious but I prefer the rice noodles because I just like it that's all.

Now I will not be eating until late in the afternoon because in this house I do not get a very inviting meal that is prepared by my parents. I could just close my eyes when eating my regular rice meals because I cannot stand the taste which is made worse by my appetite-loss.

I can only eat my morning breakfast because I am staying up all night because I am usually sleeping late in the morning and late in the afternoon so at night time I can never be able to sleep anymore. That is why I am up all night most of the time plus staying up all night makes me hungry and by then I am able to eat my breakfast.

Sleeping also affects my appetite because after waking up I am not feeling hungry and sometimes I feel nauseated after waking up that is why I am unable to eat my lunch-dinner which always feels like I am eating to survive and not being able to enjoy my foods. It is a hard life indeed but I have to do what is right so I can last in this perilous lifetime of mine which sucks big time obviously.