Dear Diary: My Appetite Is Mocking Me

I just finished my usual morning breakfast of a stir-fried noodles with rice. The combination of the two in my mouth is really inexplicably pleasurable and the odd thing is that I am never get bored of the taste. Delicious I might say but without the rice really I won't enjoy it much because the noodles is tasty and a bit salty so the rice compliments it very well.

Maybe by staying up all night doing all this blogging work makes me hungry that is why I am always staying up late and sleeping during the day. But during the day I could not seem to eat very well which I suspect due to my sleep as it really affects my desire to eat afterwards.

I have a very sensitive digestive system now and I am just careful not to eat the forbidden foods which that of dairy products and most packaged and processed food which most contains phosphates to maintain its quality. Even fish meat that is sold in the supermarkets are cured with phosphates to maintain the juiciness of the fish meat.

Now for me not to absorb extra phosphates in my food I take phosphate binder because extra phosphorus in my system will make an imbalance in my system making my parathyroid go in a much hyper state and thus making my bones weaker and weaker and I do not want that to happen. I am just following my strict diet so that I won't get much sicker than I am now.