Dear Diary: It Is My Dialysis Day Today With A Plan

It is a glorious day again for me because I am not much breathless while not doing anything, it is usually bad if I am breathless while idle, it simply means that I am indeed overloaded with fluids already. But if I would just simply walk a bit or make some small activity then post dialysis or not I am still in the situation that I catch my breath.

It has been more than a year with breathlessness issue and it is predicted that in my case I would soon have to make use of a respirator which I pray God that it won't happen. I would sweetly accept death than a machine making a breathing job for me, it is not good that way in any instance.

Had it not for such complications dialysis would be okay especially in my special situation that I do not require blood transfusions anymore thanks to the miracle of God because it is a big help for me as it makes me tolerate my parathyroid medication otherwise I have given up on it already which I really can't lest I would suffer further bone deformities and disabilities or degeneration.

Sometimes I could not eat well and sometimes I have the appetite and I am glad that somewhat my appetite enhancer works a bit. The kind of food that I am having also determines if I can eat much or not but since I much prefer a palatable fried meat, I plan to buy another order today of what my mother usually buys for me when I am hooked up for my dialysis because I would like to have some a day after my dialysis.