Dear Diary: It Is A Long Wait Again For My Breakfast Because I Am Already Hungry

My Typical Breakfast Every Single Morning

I don't know why I happen to like my breakfast and I always prefer to eat it with rice and enjoy eating it too. Well I am not complaining because it is fantastic as I am at least eating unlike in the past months where I really unable to eat.

But at my regular lunch and supper it is just hopeless but I am eating nonetheless just to put some nutrition in my body. I just wished that my parents can cook varied and delicious dishes because they always cook the same things over and over, and now I am complaining because with an appetite loss eating is such a chore to do.

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Now I always feel that I am not really eating substantially so it would just mean that I will never reach my goal of gaining weight. But I am not losing hope still and maybe someday all of this appetite issues and breathlessness will just a thing of the past.

Actually I am quite hungry for breakfast right now. My last meal was some sweetened bananas which I ate following a meal of rice with fish that is cooked in vinegar. It is supposed to be delicious only for those that doesn't have appetite issues but for me I have to eat it with eyes closed so that I could swallow it.

Right now I am feeling the signs of low blood sugar. Maybe because I haven't eaten much or maybe I had too much of that sweetened bananas. I might have to wake-up my mother to give me some food if this progresses to trembling and shaking. I feel a little wimp right now with my body so I just have to observe more.