Dear Diary: I Will Brave It Up Again To The Bathroom

I remember my neighbor who passed away a few years ago and he also developed this bone disease by which his legs grew long but uneven along with deformity with his hips and feet. He can't walk normally and makes use of a crutch but he could still walk and is not in pain.

But as for myself I developed a bone disease incomparable to none because it involves disfigurement that still is developing in my face and mouth and degenerating my joints and now my hip joint issue just pooped out and I have to deal with it.

The pain medication that I take is making my hearing ring but I have to take another pill today because I will have to use the bathroom again. Without using something to take some of the pain I will never seem to get pass out from my bed and room. So it is just a very difficult dilemma but I have to take some pain medication and I am just forced to take it.

I just needed a lot of prayers because my options are very limited and a kind of miracle from God would flip things over for any changes in my life to occur. I just hope that I would recover from this joint problem because I do not deserve this, it is too much.