Dear Diary: I Think That I Could Eat More Today

My brother and my sister-in-law along with my nephew and niece would drop by today and bring some food for us to eat together. It is a sort of extended or combined celebration of the birthday of my father and myself because my birthday will come in a few days from now.

I think that they will going to bring some noodle dish and cake and I just contributed a half of crispy-fried pigs head. Well I am a bit discouraged to buy the crispy pig's head because they just shaved all it's neck up to it's jowl but maybe that is really how they earn much with their food product.

I can't wait now because I haven't had anything since breakfast but canned pineapple chunks because I am anticipating to eat much today. I could eat today because maybe I haven't taken my parathyroid medicine yet but after this meal I would take it and then suffer appetite loss again. It is just my life that I have to endure.

It would be better next time to cook my own pork head but the problem is that my parents would do a botched job cooking it so it just sucks if you are unable to cook due to your disabilities.

Anyway I hope that we with my family will have a great time together. I am quite embarrassed to really mingle even with my close relatives because of my appearance even though they do not mind (or they?) or I am trying not to think about it.