Dear Diary: I Still Have Plans To Return To My Hobbies

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I still have a few hobbies of my own to do someday and I think if my body and medicines would cooperate I will if God wills it do the things that I love doing before and having a good fun doing it.

Once upon a time I just enjoyed plinking and target shooting with my air rifles, heck I even have a shotgun and it is powered by a carbon dioxide gas which has to be injected to the air deposit chamber of the air gun. As with the air shotgun you get two shots per refill, but with the regular .22 caliber you will get something around twenty shots or less.

Gardening is also one of my hobbies, I do want to plant some cutting of fruiting trees, the types that you do not have to wait years for them to fruit. I saw some people selling cutting online so that is my plan if God wills it so that I can enjoy fruits and berries that are pesticide-free and nutritious as well.

But we do not have an ample space for planting in my backyard plus my father is hack-happy and always kills everything that I plant. It is the reason I stopped planting after he went home from working abroad.

Cooking is the thing that I was also doing before, but after I had the body pains and changes in my face plus my weakness and breathlessness issues I just stopped cooking too and I am really itchy to cook now because both of my parents really are not good cooks so I just suffer whenever I eat their prepared meals.

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I am just waiting for my body to recuperate a bit so that I can be able to do my past hobbies. But I will not be able to do them again I will just accept the fact that my fate is just like to be like this, a disabled person and will just enjoy every bit of good things that will come to my life.