Dear Diary: I Have To Drink Coffee Sometimes To Make Me Happy But It Hurts My Gums

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This morning after an awfully cold, cold bath, finger-numbing bath I decided to have some hot coffee just to warm myself up and since I am just feeling blue and sad lately maybe due to my not drinking coffee anymore I just asked mother to fix me some coffee.

It is just nice to drink a hot coffee and after a while now I am just enjoying the effects which is a mood enhancement that coffee really gives. If only it has no negative effects on my sleep, jittery feelings, anxious feelings, caffeine addiction, and bone health effects I would just drink it as my water like what I did before, I do not drink water but small amounts of coffee to help me swallow my food because of my severe appetite loss before.

Anyway so I just finished half a cup of hot coffee and the effect on my guns after is apparent, now it hurts like a MoFo which is really one of the reason I do not like drinking it anymore, it hurts my lower gums which takes all the heat when I sip it from my cup.

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I might now have my coffee warm and not hot but only maybe in the days that I needed some mood stabilization effects because for much of the days now I am really feeling sad out of nowhere especially when I watch videos or clips where it sends an emotional message or even songs that I interpret as emotional and it sucks when I start to cry.

I also do not like feeling drowsy all the time so maybe a half a cup every morning is enough to boost my brain and mood and to also help me with depressive thoughts as well because it is not good to live feeling down, blue, or worse, depressed.