Dear Diary: I Have A Trouble Breathing Already

I was already sleeping this evening when my sleep was disturbed by my difficulty in breathing. It seemed that I had much to drink with fluids these past few days so I think I will try to pause if I can drinking until I can get dialyzed and my fluids reduced until I can get to breathe easy again.

I wasn't expecting this but maybe because I wasn't eating much that lead me in drinking more fruit juice that I was currently drinking just to cover for my loss of appetite.

Eating is such a problem and I lament the fact that I might not regain my normal appetite because I am stuck in taking my parathyroid medicine which is the major factor that makes my well-being to be held hostage from which I have no choice but to continue on taking because I needed it.

Anyway my breathing will return to normal again as soon as I get my diallysis but it is a long wait because it is still more than 15 hours until I can get some relief for my breathing.