Dear Diary: I Don't Know If I Could Eat Today Because Of My Nausea

Right now I am still feeling nauseated with that beef that i ate yesterday considering that it is not that much and it just means that my dialysis really is a crap in making me comfortable between dialysis days. I am still feeling full right now and I just can't have the motivation to eat.

My parents left the house before 5:30 AM today because it is my mother's checkup for her Thyroid as she would submit the results of her Thyroid function tests to be seen by the doctor. My mother's Thyroid as I have seen the tests are quite okay with just slight enlargement of the right side of her Thyroid. Maybe the doctor will just tell her to continue her medicine or might discontinue it.

Anyway I might spend the day sleeping because I could not eat anyway and I also do not want to drink because I am feeling both full and nauseated. I am worried that I would eat I will just vomit which is not a very good thing to happen.

I am wishing still that great things will happen in my life because it is getting harder, my knees are now a problem officially and my marked weakness is not improving.

But I am not really surprised that these things are happening to my body because I could have died years ago, it is just maybe there is a divine intervention happening in my life or just maybe I know what to do when problems arise but I am actually fed up but my body just won't let go. May God Help me still.