Dear Diary: I Do Not Want To Buy Anything Other Than My Medicines And Food Now

My finances are very limited right now but at least I still have some savings to spend mainly for my needed medicines and they are very expensive, just drying out my money very fast. So if this bear market would last two years it will be devastating for me and that is what I fear.

So I will just spend my money wisely and will not give in to things that are not needed because of my limited resource. My fear actually is to not be able to buy my parathyroid medicine because I do needed it so that my Leontiasis of my face won't get so worse that it is now. So if I won't medicate it I will get into a trouble.

I also needed a sweet cold drink like pineapple juice everytime the bitter aftertaste comes out from my mouth just to wash that awful taste so I have to purchase a can of pineapple juice and I make my mother to add some water to it just to make it last.

I hope that this year won't be as bad as last year so that at least I won't get worried much about money and such because hospitals and stores will not accept leaves for a payment LOL.